Well todays the big day. Im nervous. they moved my appt up tp 9:30. My family got together last night and had a nice talk about how we are going to deal with this as a familky. Taking the stress out of my life and having only positivity surround me as I go thru these treatments. I appreciated that. helped me feel less alone in this. we explained what it is without trying to scare them, my girls. They have their busy lives and I have been trying to protect them from this. They dont want to be protected, they want to know everything involved, even offering to come today for my shots. That was comforting. I know they cant do anything but listen, but thats enough for me. wish me luck! Thanks girls if you are sneaking a peek at this! Luv Mom